一个字！！

                                                                             累累累累累！！！

 

又是一篇伤心的文章。。。

哭有什么用？有人会可怜你吗？
怒有什么用？怒能解决问题吗？
骂有什么用？有帮助吗？

一切都没有用！！这个是考验？
我看你是要逼疯我吧？！！
我现在真的很不开心。
你们每次都是叫我好好努力，学习忍耐什么的。。。。
有些事不是说忍耐就能过去的！我是人，不是神！我没办法！
强颜欢笑就是学习忍耐的关键吗？
如果要我强颜欢笑的去取悦你们，配合你们，
那我宁可取悦我自己，配合我自己！

Miss U

hmm....now M'sia time is 8.++pm....
I guess they 're about finish their reunion dinner at grandma's house...
I've been trying not to forget about the atmosphere in the house....
Happiness,cheerfulness n so on....
This is my 2nd CNyear in UK....feel really bad n sad....
Lonely,infelicity,sedate.....n with illness....
this year is really really really terrible!!!It's like nightmare!!!
May all the illness stay away from me!!!

what's wrong with me?!!!

What's going on?!!!
Why would I suffer like this?!!
Why can't everything just go well?!!
What a worst CNY!!

God.....Could u hear me?
If u'd,pls bless me n my family n friends...
If u'd,pls help me gone through with all the troubles...
If u'd,pls help me to get rid of all the malicious human...
THANK YOU!!!